Ok, here I go. This is my first mommy blog...hope I don't ramble to much. I am sitting on my couch right now trying to take a breath and pray Lord did I mess up in some way... Why are my two boys so different, our first, who is 9 was a laid back child happy and really never a problem. Now our soon to be 3 year old is very much opposite. He could climb the wall of China and have it distoryed in ten minutes! Please don't get me wrong he is a sweet and very kind boy...as I type I am having to tell him to put the cat down before he gets his eyes clawed out!!! I rarely get to sit at a table at a restaurant or go to a store without leaving in tears. Lets just say I pray a lot! I am saying this to really say even though I fell so overwhelmed and out numbered and like I am not doing a good job, when those two boys come to me and hug me with the tightest hug and say I love you so much mommy...I know I have done something right today. God doesn't make me perfect, I am broken and most of the time I am alittle crazy but He did make me the mommy of two beautiful blessings and I know He knows what He is doing so that gives me hope :-) I am one blessed mommy!!!!